...TIRED......so so so tired.....slept at 4am last nite,woke up at 7.30am got to uni at 8.30am n jus started group discussion n working on workbook....BUT the afternoon got interesting....lol...richard,dave,andrea n i went to office cubical hunting ard albany....went into the real cool fancy building jus near the yumchar place...got in and ask if we cud take sum pics....but permission declined...><" but man~! we walked into the building the inside was even cooler~!! but too bad cudnt get photos of it...anyways...then we went into few more office and still wasnt allow to take photos...but tats cool...we understands....then~!! Andrea got this tottaly wacky idea of going to the prison cell to take photos which is like far up albany and us 4 crazy ppl jus went along the idea n headed to the prison...LOL jus after we parked...i took pictures of the exterior of the prison building and  then in n ask for permission to take the interior...but this time...the answer wasnt jus "no, no....its a private property"...it was..." um no...u r not even allow to take photos of the exterior of the prison~"@.@....Oppsies....lol...du..du..du...i didnt take any....:LOL but on our way out of the bulding we manage to steal more photos...lol...hopefully we wudnt get into trouble or anything....Ok..so after the prison trip...while we were driving bac to design sch...we saw this real cool forest/bush tat was really gd for our digital presentation tat we were gonna do...so we decided to stop and ask if we cud use tat bush during the evening....the owner who owns tat bush was so so so nice....she not only let us use the bush anytime we wan...she even sed we cud come back anytime we need to...which then we found out cos shes was once a design student at unitec so she totally understand wat wacky stuff we havta do...LOL anyways...so sorted wif our bush location we headed back to design sch to do more idea on how we gonna film the whole presentation...n after a long talk...us 4 along wif bessy n true went to hunt for junks/conformantory stuff tat we cud use for our whole theme....so the gals n boys went seprate ways driving around north shore looking for junks...the first stop was constellation drive n did a really illegal thing...:LOL we stole 2 road cones...trying to quickly dump it into da boots...oppsie...=p then after going on a high abt stealing stuff....we drove to carribean drive n saw 4 pink plastic bags on the pathway...as we r always curious...we got down n stole 2 bags too...LOL then realise it was for charity~! OPPSIE~!! sorry lil kids...><" we jus need it for our assignments...hehe...anyways...then after trying to convince ourselves tat we need those 2 bags too we drove to sumwhr tat we dun even know whr n got like old junks like microwaves n plates n jus fully flilty stuff....lol n headed back to design sch....when the boys finally came bac from their own trip....we realised we stole heaps of crazy stuff like, a sofa,tv,table,stereo,chair,clock jus seriously a whole living room was to b build~! LOL....such a crack up~ after stealing all those stuff we went bac to the bush place n set our stuff up~! man those places r scary~! But it such shitty luck...my tutor Kura had left my video cam on for almost an hr during the afternoon so the battry was total flat~! had to charge it at the owner's place...gosh shes really really nice~!! anways...we only got to film our stuff at 7pm n stayed till 8.30pm....didnt get to take those junk back down but will do so tmr morning.....Conclusion of today: VERY PRODUCTIVE~!!!

 richard with our props

 me...being the model for bessy...looks scary?

 Richard on the tree...crazy...but Dave is crazier~! he climbed like almost at the tip of umm i hav no idea how tall those tree was but....super super tall....

 the bush in day light

 the prison...=p

 This whole week been quite busy but it was great....I m probably one of the luckiest girl on earth to hav such great frens....love them all...somehow i just not too sure if i really deserve all these goodness...but i m really touched  I had 3 birthday celebration in a week~! How many ppl get to do so huh? ^^" Heres how all three days went...

5th oct 06 thursday:

Woke up ard 9am...still dusnt feel like i m 19 today...hehe but went for bunch wif Tzentzen and jie yi...i loved my muesli breakie..but too bad tzen's breakie wasnt tat gd tho...tzen got me MOR body butter~! my fav~ and Jie yi got me a pink/grey tank top~ again...one of my fav~ =) love them~ And had to go to uni for class at 12.....my uni frens were really nice n hugged n greet me happy birthday =)..suzanne got me a hellokitty keyring and a cute card~ But due to having uni on my birthday...me n my uni close frens decided to go for birthday lunch tmr...so thr wasnt much celebration wif uni frens yet....And its thursday which is the day our life drawing class go on field trip and today was to mairangi bay lawnball to draw old ppl play lawnballs...hehe and i got a suprise from allen who got me a perfume...hmm well had computer class which supposingly end not till 5.30 but i left a lil early so i cud catch the bus hm ealier for dinner....but sumhow i got on to the wrong bus n had to walk from triton drive back hm...><" But got home n waited for mum and sisters to come home but they got home so late~!! so we only started leaving home at 8pm~! we went to Tanuki restaurant which was really yummy...i loved the strawberry milky drink...yummy...but tat was really an expensive bday dinner that i ever had... Anyways..got home and opened pressies from my family...mummy got me a pink watch frm micheal hill..love it lots~! and sisy got me an antic teacup to add to my collection...gosh shes creative~! lol...n shes gonna make me a dress too...and bevvy got me a pink roxy wallet...how cute...^^ And then i had to rush to meet Bo n Dan n their bf at momotea at 10.30pm but i only got home at 10pm~! such a rush~! Mummy let me drive to momotea alone....AND its my first time driving on the motorway ALONE~! i was so nervous but all good...got home safe n sound...haha...mm Dan got me a pink photo album...love it...^^ and Bo made a pink strawberry cake cushion for me...so yummy~! lol...since i dun hav a birthday cake this yr...tats the yummiest bday cake ever~! lol...And then we went to the lil park near birkenhead to celebrate mid-autumn day which was a lil scary cos we were playing wif fire n i m scared of fire~  And apart from all the birthday presenr i got today i also recieved lots of sweet birthday wishes from my frens in m'sia and nz...So this is my awesome birthday~! ^^

6th October 06 Friday

Today i had a birthday lunch wif my uni close frens...so obviously teree,brendaa and kelzz were thr...along wif rosseane,katie kate,elle,aidan and sunho...We went to Daikoku at takapuna....food were great but man the service was terrible....almost made me cry~! tat guy manager was so rude..due to most of my uni close frens r not from the shore they didnt kno their way to Taka so it took them a while to find the place so they were abt 15 mins late...but tat manager~! he was telling me off n refuse to let us go in until my all my frens were thr...stink~~ but eventually i made him let us in...hehe but then~ the waitress who were serving us was rude too...argh jus rude~! served our dessert when we were even finish wif our main...totally chasing us out..argh~! teree got me an aromatherapy bath set and a bracelet,brenda made chocolate filled wif my favourite lollie ( planes) ,Aidan and sunho got me a funny as japanese engrish book and a pink diary and elle got me 3 accesories from diva~! so crazy~ o.O lol love them all....And went window shopping wif teree,brendaa,kelz n elle...didnt get anything tho...and then at nite went to auntie hse to celebrate Mid autmn day~! mum cooked "pai guat" my fav~!! lol i remember she cooked tat for my 12th yr old bday party too~! mm...was a great day again~ ^^

7th Oct 06 Saturday

Okies...spend the whole day at home waiting for dinner time wif my besties~! ^^ so excited...Sorry my dearest frens tat u guys r the last group i celebrate with cos i wanna spend more time wif u guys ^^ mm went to Da Vincis ,italian restaurant...it was good ^^ thkx lis for suggesting~! mm was gonna shout drinks but instead they paid for my dinner....and had the most yummy mouse dessert as my birthday cake...so sweet guys...><" emy got me a roxy top tat i was gonna get~!! so touched~!! love it lots...muaks muaks muaks triple kiss for emy~! lisa got me a very very ME red polka dots billabong bag~! love it heaps~~ muaks muaks muaks...triple kiss for lisa too ^^ monkey bro got me the cutest monkey~!!! i was gonna dress the monkey as a girl monkey so it wud represent me the monkey sis...but wen i read the card...jus realised the monkey is suppose to represent moneky bro...haha oppsie~! love it lots~! And jeff,wing ,ken and lucy got me a punching bag~!! very gd when i desperately need to punch sumone~!! haha....i think they kno me well cos i punch them too much....oppsie....hehe....Had a lil "inccident" wen me,em n lis went to the toilet but...hey~! everyone makes mistakes~! hehe....okies...anyways...then we went to singk at this korean singk place~! it was so cool~!! so going thr again~!!! then last stop at easy way~! new milktea place in town~!! LOVE tat place~! yumyum~!! but glad tat they let me shout them drinks at last~! hehe....mm it was the best nite ever~! too bad ken cudnt make it....wud b even more fun if this lil baby boy was thr...LOL thank u guys~!!! ><" i m so speechless~!! cant thank u guys enuff....

19th birthday....a very memorable birthday~! ppl say its nothing to b special....but mine was a blast~! Thankx to all my besties n my family~!! LOVE u guys with all my hearts

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a FULL day today....but did no homework...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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